alas you will?
hmmm i think we can make this better...
much better. so brick wall what to do today?
whats that? oh, you cant move... right...
hey look wall! flowers for you! these are for you arent they pretty? these are my favorite... so whats yours? oh you dont want to tell me? oh... ok then...
so what do you want to do today? really its all about you today wall. please tell me what it is you want to do?
see the sun? ive brought the sun for you!
its just for you on this rainy day. oh whats that? you dont like my sun?
tell me brick wall what do you like? tell me i want to know!
is it colors? is it ivy growing on you? is it rain falling? or passersby?
tell me wall what is it?!?!?! what do you love? im here for you! I love you wall! please!!!
please...
love me back?
dear wall... i see now. you love me not. but its ok wall... its ok.
see ill be ok wall...
ill be ok...
precious dear wall and all like you just know this...
people like me want to be here for you and truely how selfish of me to ask it in return. how truely rude of me to ask that you be here when i need you. and how absolutly absurd of me to ask for your friendship... this is a one way road is it not? im sorry i guess i didnt read in between the fine lines... for i thought a friendship was a two way road. that it exsisted in between two people or more and that they were there and they cared for each other. let me tell you this brick wall if it came to it no matter what i would die for you cause that is what we do... we stick it out for each other we care and cry with each other... but it seems i am not allowed to do this... so many times at this currant time even, brick wall, do i attempt to share to care to worry and cry with others and it never seems to work. and thus brick wall i share with you... for i know brick wall that i can never expect anything from you... and therefor you can never dissapoint me... ever.
but i ask you brick wall... if i would die for you, even though you do not care for me as much as i may care for you... would you die for me? would you give your own life to save mine. cause im dying wall. im dying on the inside slowly my insides are decaying, and i am lifeless. would you die for me? would you save me?
would you?
i didnt think so.
